"I told myself so many times "I’m done" and here lays a year supporting your ass above and beyond my expectations. I love you. But I also hate you so much! And I hate myself for loving the idea of you rather than the actually you. But how can I love you? You don’t love anything. Not even me. As you once told me you’re a cold hearted mother fucker and yet I still accepted to love you. Better yet I still chose to love you. Then again how can I not love you? There’s no better taste than your lips. My drug. You piss me off so much! We’ve told each other hurtful and unerasable things too. There are days when I just can’t deal with you anymore. I can’t deal with being second choice or #4 on the list. I’m tired of having to fight for a spot in a place where you don’t want me to be. Your life.
But there are also days when I need you so much. Days in which I need you to kiss me, hug me, and make love to me so sweetly: That even if it’s only for one night things will be Ok between us.
Now, I’m not the same person you met a year ago; you changed me. With you I met love and hate in their strongest sense and even though I love you or at least think I do, I’m walking away to find my own happiness. Even though I promised you I would have your back and be with you until the end I can’t deal with this anymore. Our story ends here” 👌😪😭😢 #TheLovethatneverends #Single #Drugs #hazeleyes #goldskin #heartbeat #Iloveyou #andboy 😞 #Author 📖 #ImaWriter